Monday, July 11, 2016

Just say it.

Explain it to me.

I have been destroyed.

And I have destroyed myself.

Through it all, I've been a good mommy.  I love my babies.  They hold me here.
Being a mother...  That's all I am, all I know...

But I want more than that for my children.

I'm feel like I'm just a wisp of life now, to anyone and anything but my babies...  I'm good at appearing whole and solid, but my children can see through that.
No one else can?
So what...  Do I do?

Tell me. You fucking robot trolls that "read" this blog.  Because I'm talking to no one when I write.
Always.
Now.
Always.



Crashing, hit a wall
Right now I need a miracle
Hurry up now, I need a miracle
Stranded, reaching out
I call your name but you're not around
I say your name but you're not around

I need ya, I need ya, I need you right now
Yeah, I need you right now
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
I think I'm losing my mind now
It's in my head, darling, I hope
That you'll be here, when I need you the most
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
Don't let me down

Don't let me down
Don't let me down, down, down
Don't let me down, don't let me down, down, down

Running out of time
I really thought you were on my side
But now there's nobody by my side

I need ya, I need ya, I need you right now
Yeah, I need you right now
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
I think I'm losing my mind now
It's in my head, darling, I hope
That you'll be here, when I need you the most
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
Don't let me down.

Don't let me down
Don't let me down, down, down
Don't let me down, down, down
Don't let me down, down, down
Don't let me down, don't let me down, down, down

Ooh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah
Ooh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah

I need ya, I need ya, I need you right now
Yeah, I need you right now
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
I think I'm losing my mind now
It's in my head, darling, I hope
That you'll be here, when I need you the most
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
Don't let me down

Yeah, don't let me down
Yeah, don't let me down
Don't let me down, oh, no
Said don't let me down
Don't let me down
-Daya


1 comment :

Anonymous said...

Take control of your life. Shamelessly follow your bliss. You won't sacrifice your children's happiness. You'll deepen it. Kids are psychic. They know.